InsaneJournal

Prompt #20: Lyrics
When you wake up, will you walk out?

I used to believe I was all right on my on but events in my life have led me to wonder. I seem to be…dependent when I’m in love. I rely on the other person being there. I suppose a psychiatrist would say I have abandonment issues due to the death of my mother and my father’s absence and they might be right.

I hope the person I love will always be with me but I can’t help but think one day, when I wake up the person I love won’t be there anymore. I suppose because maybe they’ll have got bored of me, maybe they won’t want to know me anymore. I wonder if I will have pushed them away.

I suppose in my present circumstances it’s a silly fear but it’s not one easily dispelled.

I know Ray will never leave.