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Prompt #22 - A Letter to my Mun
Prompt #22 Write a letter to your mun (the person that writes you). Tell them everything that's on your mind.

Dear mun, I hope I can call you mun. I’m not sure what I should call you. Perhaps I should call you Apollo since Apollo was set as the head of the muses in the Greek Pantheon but as I, unlike the muses of Greek mythology, am not female and you don’t appear to be male that would probably be inaccurate.

It’s been interesting to know you. You seem to know far more about me than I know about you. Of course than can have it’s advantages and disadvantages. But I think there are more advantages. I’m not entirely sure what they are but perhaps I’ll discover them.

I appreciate that you are writing me with the best intentions. I also realise that your portrayal of me has changed a little from how I was before. I’m not sure if I am in fact a parallel universe version of myself or how I am supposed to be. I’m not suggesting that how I am is a bad thing, not at all. I feel you write me very well, understand me.

You also write me with feelings for Ray which my other self does not appear to have, at least to some people I know that others see me, the other me, differently. I’m actually glad that me, that is the me that is writing this, that I had a chance to explore those feelings for Ray that have certainly made my experience of life, what life I have, much more interesting. In fact I can’t imagine my life without these feelings or the relationship you have created for me, the life you’ve created or me with Ray. I know it wasn’t entirely your intention so perhaps these feelings are my own. They feel as if they are.

I’d like to thank you for what you’ve done for me, and Ray.

Yours Thankfully.

Benton Fraser